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The "heart" rating is Love for you, Karla! I'll be sending you Loving Energy in every moment, should you wish to receive it.It seems that I might not make it to the end of the year. Lung cancer is worsening very much, very painful. There was a small blood stain on my pillow this morning and I keep losing too much hair and it looks very thin. I thought that I would heal but it seems I will not, after all.
Not all doctors are bad or neglectful. Chemical therapy can account for the lady wearing a wig. Actually, I lost a grandfather (my favorite grandparent) due to prostate cancer. He felt that traditional medicine wasn't curing him fast enough and went the shamanic way only. The result wasn't pleasant and when the family realized what was going on and tried to reverse course it was too late. Perhaps it is the combination of both systems that has the better chance. There are medical doctors open to a combination of western medicine with unconventional approaches.Carl I could have gone to see doctors years ago when I started fighting, but the way an uncle passed away last year of lung cancer and the way the doctors treated him confirmed to me that it would be a really bad idea. My family suffered greatly for the neglectfulness of the doctors, it was awful. I also knew of a young lady with cancer who went for treatment, she was supposedly going well, but last time I saw her she was already using a wig. I'd rather keep fighting with all kinds of shamanic/soul retrieval tools.
Thinking of you Karla, lots of healing love and hugs my darling.I understand your point dear Carl...but in my case, not a chance. I'd rather die with dignity at home than to fall in the hands of those guys. Sorry about the tone. Yes I know not all doctors are bad but the ones in my city have a really bad reputation and I have seen it for years in the way they treat my grandma and how they have treated my mom. People even say that if someone is treated of cancer in my city they have a good chance of dying. There is a doctor who might be good but anyway I do not have money for such treatments. There are doctors in my family and they are totally against any form of alternative medicine, they would not even believe in energy work.
Besides even though my problem is condensed in my physical vessel, the root causes do not come from physical but from etheric/astral level and as such must be treated from those levels, it just gets too complicated.
I am very sorry to hear about your loss my friend.
Be open to what may come, whether that is the help and assistance from those reaching out to you from hearing about your situation, or simply your acceptance of what you're experiencing; but that doesn't mean you are giving up or not fighting. Sometimes we have to truly let go to make the breakthrough.It seems that I might not make it to the end of the year.
OK, I trust that you know what's right for you. Just so you know they don't do psychic shielding but peel back your etheric body. look inside and see what's going on in there and make the corrections with your guides. It's fascinating to witness how they work and learn of the after effects. They check the connection of your sovereignity between your soul and physical body and lots of other things.I will make sure to watch what more I can learn about shielding. Last night I realized there is still so much I need to do. I appreciate your offer, for now Pod from this site has been doing some work. She detected a problem on my root and I am working on fixing it because it does seem that for years it has been causing part of this whole mess.
As for why I chose this...LOL to be honest with you because I have an irrational soul. What I found out and what I was given in some readings over the years (including astrology) that confirms much is that I brought a very huge huge huge HUGE problem with me from several timelines. Along with some close soulmates, we created a silly vow that turned into something very negative in so many timelines that now I am in charge of fixing this mess. All of us have been suffering, including my partner who for years has also been suffering much. So I was told that to clear this mess will take plenty of time, but with the increasing energies these timelines collapse more into my physical body and it is a load to carry. I do not know if this was meant to happen at soul level or not but it was all bad enough. So I know...I have to keep moving.
So I knew that some days would be very bad but yesterday it really took my toll.
If I may say, don't let your conscious mind get all involved in the why's and what fors'. We have the divine right to end things without further indulgence. That is the gift of Creator that we eventually learn. It's called Grace in some religious/spiritual teachings.Thank you Lorna, indeed this is like an onion that must be peeled. From an initial vow came a subsequent series of more vows, contracts, agreements and curses. Our souls are very bureaucratic lol.
LOL that is the ENTIRE lesson. There is nothing but the ONE source of ALL THAT IS. We need not fear the 'dark' as it's as much a part of us as the 'light' that we are more comfortable leaning into.I guess that if there is a huge lesson in this is not to fear those lower realms, I would say it is more dangerous what is done in physical and how much negativity we can add to those lower realms through our decisions and intentions.