This morning, I woke up and decided spontaneously to tune in to the higher frequencies around me. I often see sparks of light in various different colors, subtle waves of energy sometimes, things like this, which I was told was me tapping into higher places. But the most prominent way I connect into higher energies is that I have this ... way. It feels like a stream of white light is capable of being poured in through the top of my head and down into my body through all of my chakras. And this causes a bobbing of my head slightly or not so slightly depending on how much I relinquish and let go of my bodily control. These were the seizures I explained once in the thread A Psychosis at 15: My experience with Insanity I believe it was called. I have had this pressure of light energy at the top of my head ever since, and I have only just now been utilizing it as I get back into spirituality. And I am supposing I am realizing right now that this light energy is a new soul that has been put into my body. Back in 2017, I had a voice clearly tell me, "You've been through enough. We're going to do a walk-in." I had no idea what walk-ins were back that or how they worked.
And I was laying in bed, sitting up somewhat and leaning my head back on the wall, (I am told by my guides (I think) that leaning my head to the left helps the light energies flow in more) and I was doing this, letting the light energies flow in more. And as I was doing this, it jumped me up a bit in terms of frequency and I could see many sparks of light and subtle waves of light around me moving throughout the room. This is one of my favorite things to do. Actually I think it is my favorite thing to do.
I was receiving all sorts of messages, different things. It's a little jumbled because I am still somewhat spacey from being in the higher energies. Mostly encouragement and messages of comfort, of love. Then In the left corner of my room, I hear the word Pleiadian, big in size (I just felt that it was big in size, if I were to see it too, and I kind of did in my minds eye.) Funnily enough too, while playing a sci-fi video game just yesterday I got an item in the game that was called Pleiades Hood.
And I don't know how it got explained to me, it was more that I felt these things. Also, partially that I have forgotten what was said to me already. Some things were intimate and more personally said, so I don't know if I would say them here, they would be complicated to describe, though I have been very open in the past.
But they told me that my soul was Pleiadian, at some point they confirmed that to me, for sure. I kind of put it togethor in my head, the walk-in I had been pondering on lately, so I made the sense that I was a new soul in this body that was Pleiadian. And I felt how my soul felt, after all these years of feeling like a wisp in the wind, letting all different kinds of energies come through me, like I had mutliple personalities inside me, some not so kind or well-intentioned, and including the original soul too. I have a hard time expressing what I feel is accurately how I would express my self and intonate words like how I would feel they would sound. I just never felt like me, I know I am there but it's a whirlwind, I feel like a whirlwind of a person most of the time, if not all of the time. But tapping into these higher energies, I cannot describe it. It just felt like me!
The original soul in this body was a spritely like energy, very fast, quick, light blue energy with a line of white around it, or underneath it on the left side, and it was very cheerful and mercurial, adventurous, but there was a knot of fear in their energy that was there, which caused the psychosis, to put it into picture.
I apologize if my mind seems all over the place or is not articulating in a conventional manner because I am still coming down from all of the higher energies that I speak about. I am trying my hardest to get it all out as accurately as possible. I just felt a heartfelt feeling to share this with you all.
And at one point I was filled with this inexplicable, amazing sense of wonder that was like finally feeling something for the first time in I don't know how many years. No feeling I have feels like mine, but this feeling felt like mine, it was wonderful. It was amazing. I got the words, "two moons" for some reason. Maybe this was a future feeling I was allowed to feel because it just felt like a wonder and an excitement so profound that I had to have been looking at two moons on another planet somewhere, just to tell you how profound and strong it felt.
But this new soul that I am now since 2017 I assume, which was described to me in a way that was like, I was the one driving the vehicle, the original soul is now out, but comes up on occasion, I think maybe whenever the memory of experiencing the fear comes up, they are having trouble letting it go, so their energy returns into my body/mind and I feel them there. They speak to me, and I can tell they are fine here, encouraging to me of letting go of their energy, in a lighthearted, fun way. They said, "Zoom!" in a cheerful, lighthearted way when I felt their energy leave me and let go of this body, though they may come back if I return to old memories, still, or even if I find myself speaking or thinking in old patterns that is really their energy. I feel like a whirlwind of a person to be honest, and I can never quite express myself in a way that feels truly like me.
The Pleiadian soul who spoke to me informed me though, that I had no soulmates presently in my life, or souls that I knew before with me here, I got the imagery of babies and the word babies in my mind, and then clearly the words "On the way". So I am alone here, for now. At least these were my thoughts initially. This doesn't really sadden me, I don't think. It's just a matter of fact statement, maybe the feeling will come up later though, if I have one surrounding that. But I am not truly alone, even if I don't 'know' the souls around me or whoever will cross paths with me. We are all souls, we are all one.
They allowed me, guided me into feeling my whole soul, unmixed with all the other energies that are in me, and it just felt, like me. I was me. I tried to get a sense of my self, but it was hard to tell, because I felt dim though, even though it felt like me and I knew it was me, for certain without a doubt. I saw myself as grey and dim, in energy. Then, I heard the Pleiadian soul who told me the word "Pleiadian" say "I will light you up." I was seeing pyramids, different shapes, the words New Earth came to me.
This wonder though, was amazing. I wanted to look at this plant and discover what it was, I wanted to go to the store for the first time, to a house of a friends, all these things that I had done before but dreaded due to social anxiety felt brand new and I wanted to explore.
A lot of it was feelings and communication clairsentiently so it is hard to describe, but I think that way it is easier to tell if I am being talked to by a negative being or a positive one if I communicate this way. Sometimes it is just obvious, but other times I can tell I am attempted at being tricked by an ill-intentioned being. I constantly ask for protection from my spirit guides, star family, God/Source, whatever you like to refer to it in name. I burn sage on a consistent basis, but still these negative entities/beings are there on occasion.
The Pleiadian voice then, nearing the end before I decided to pick up my laptop and type this all down, who felt positive and just pure for sure, told me that she was my twin soul or twin flame in those words, though these came through more vaguely, but I have been seeing the message twin flame and twin soul for awhile now (over the course of March) and quite persistantly too and have been wondering what that was about, because I wasn't even sure I believed in that concept because I didn't know where that concept came from. I got images of flowers in the shapes of hearts after the words twin soul and twin flame, and of roses and lots of flowers. She told me her hair was medium brown, like mine on Earth right now. It was a fun thing to share, she seemed to want to make the comparison that hers was like mine. Maybe because I have issues with seeing my body and its attributes as beautiful. I got a vague image of a woman with medium brown hair with a hood over her head that was a purple color of some kind, but the image was vague. Pleiades Hood.
But my soul, wow! This day feels monumental. They kept telling me they had messages for me and I kept trying to tune in and now I finally was able to and this is as accurate as I was able to put a very very wonderful and very exciting experience into words to share to you.
I can only ponder in what way I will finally feel myself fully and completely, and how I will light up as a soul. I will have to wait and see what is next for me.
Thank you for reading.
And I was laying in bed, sitting up somewhat and leaning my head back on the wall, (I am told by my guides (I think) that leaning my head to the left helps the light energies flow in more) and I was doing this, letting the light energies flow in more. And as I was doing this, it jumped me up a bit in terms of frequency and I could see many sparks of light and subtle waves of light around me moving throughout the room. This is one of my favorite things to do. Actually I think it is my favorite thing to do.
I was receiving all sorts of messages, different things. It's a little jumbled because I am still somewhat spacey from being in the higher energies. Mostly encouragement and messages of comfort, of love. Then In the left corner of my room, I hear the word Pleiadian, big in size (I just felt that it was big in size, if I were to see it too, and I kind of did in my minds eye.) Funnily enough too, while playing a sci-fi video game just yesterday I got an item in the game that was called Pleiades Hood.
And I don't know how it got explained to me, it was more that I felt these things. Also, partially that I have forgotten what was said to me already. Some things were intimate and more personally said, so I don't know if I would say them here, they would be complicated to describe, though I have been very open in the past.
But they told me that my soul was Pleiadian, at some point they confirmed that to me, for sure. I kind of put it togethor in my head, the walk-in I had been pondering on lately, so I made the sense that I was a new soul in this body that was Pleiadian. And I felt how my soul felt, after all these years of feeling like a wisp in the wind, letting all different kinds of energies come through me, like I had mutliple personalities inside me, some not so kind or well-intentioned, and including the original soul too. I have a hard time expressing what I feel is accurately how I would express my self and intonate words like how I would feel they would sound. I just never felt like me, I know I am there but it's a whirlwind, I feel like a whirlwind of a person most of the time, if not all of the time. But tapping into these higher energies, I cannot describe it. It just felt like me!
The original soul in this body was a spritely like energy, very fast, quick, light blue energy with a line of white around it, or underneath it on the left side, and it was very cheerful and mercurial, adventurous, but there was a knot of fear in their energy that was there, which caused the psychosis, to put it into picture.
I apologize if my mind seems all over the place or is not articulating in a conventional manner because I am still coming down from all of the higher energies that I speak about. I am trying my hardest to get it all out as accurately as possible. I just felt a heartfelt feeling to share this with you all.
And at one point I was filled with this inexplicable, amazing sense of wonder that was like finally feeling something for the first time in I don't know how many years. No feeling I have feels like mine, but this feeling felt like mine, it was wonderful. It was amazing. I got the words, "two moons" for some reason. Maybe this was a future feeling I was allowed to feel because it just felt like a wonder and an excitement so profound that I had to have been looking at two moons on another planet somewhere, just to tell you how profound and strong it felt.
But this new soul that I am now since 2017 I assume, which was described to me in a way that was like, I was the one driving the vehicle, the original soul is now out, but comes up on occasion, I think maybe whenever the memory of experiencing the fear comes up, they are having trouble letting it go, so their energy returns into my body/mind and I feel them there. They speak to me, and I can tell they are fine here, encouraging to me of letting go of their energy, in a lighthearted, fun way. They said, "Zoom!" in a cheerful, lighthearted way when I felt their energy leave me and let go of this body, though they may come back if I return to old memories, still, or even if I find myself speaking or thinking in old patterns that is really their energy. I feel like a whirlwind of a person to be honest, and I can never quite express myself in a way that feels truly like me.
The Pleiadian soul who spoke to me informed me though, that I had no soulmates presently in my life, or souls that I knew before with me here, I got the imagery of babies and the word babies in my mind, and then clearly the words "On the way". So I am alone here, for now. At least these were my thoughts initially. This doesn't really sadden me, I don't think. It's just a matter of fact statement, maybe the feeling will come up later though, if I have one surrounding that. But I am not truly alone, even if I don't 'know' the souls around me or whoever will cross paths with me. We are all souls, we are all one.
They allowed me, guided me into feeling my whole soul, unmixed with all the other energies that are in me, and it just felt, like me. I was me. I tried to get a sense of my self, but it was hard to tell, because I felt dim though, even though it felt like me and I knew it was me, for certain without a doubt. I saw myself as grey and dim, in energy. Then, I heard the Pleiadian soul who told me the word "Pleiadian" say "I will light you up." I was seeing pyramids, different shapes, the words New Earth came to me.
This wonder though, was amazing. I wanted to look at this plant and discover what it was, I wanted to go to the store for the first time, to a house of a friends, all these things that I had done before but dreaded due to social anxiety felt brand new and I wanted to explore.
A lot of it was feelings and communication clairsentiently so it is hard to describe, but I think that way it is easier to tell if I am being talked to by a negative being or a positive one if I communicate this way. Sometimes it is just obvious, but other times I can tell I am attempted at being tricked by an ill-intentioned being. I constantly ask for protection from my spirit guides, star family, God/Source, whatever you like to refer to it in name. I burn sage on a consistent basis, but still these negative entities/beings are there on occasion.
The Pleiadian voice then, nearing the end before I decided to pick up my laptop and type this all down, who felt positive and just pure for sure, told me that she was my twin soul or twin flame in those words, though these came through more vaguely, but I have been seeing the message twin flame and twin soul for awhile now (over the course of March) and quite persistantly too and have been wondering what that was about, because I wasn't even sure I believed in that concept because I didn't know where that concept came from. I got images of flowers in the shapes of hearts after the words twin soul and twin flame, and of roses and lots of flowers. She told me her hair was medium brown, like mine on Earth right now. It was a fun thing to share, she seemed to want to make the comparison that hers was like mine. Maybe because I have issues with seeing my body and its attributes as beautiful. I got a vague image of a woman with medium brown hair with a hood over her head that was a purple color of some kind, but the image was vague. Pleiades Hood.
But my soul, wow! This day feels monumental. They kept telling me they had messages for me and I kept trying to tune in and now I finally was able to and this is as accurate as I was able to put a very very wonderful and very exciting experience into words to share to you.
I can only ponder in what way I will finally feel myself fully and completely, and how I will light up as a soul. I will have to wait and see what is next for me.
Thank you for reading.
