I woke up this morning feeling broken and aching
My body was aching
My hands were swollen and painful
This painful energy I felt for 3 days now every morning
Last night I felt like a laser crossing the third finger of my right hand
It was very painful
When sleeping I had an OBE and was driving young people home
I never met them in all my life
I took them to their homes in little groups
I should have done it at least 3 times until this morning and could hardly come back here
Then while taking my breakfast my daughter announced the Manchester attack last night
I understood where I have been during my sleep and why I had all these painful vibes in my hands
I felt sadness and nausea
This is something unbearable for all of us
May all these souls who left Rest In Peace
My body was aching
My hands were swollen and painful
This painful energy I felt for 3 days now every morning
Last night I felt like a laser crossing the third finger of my right hand
It was very painful
When sleeping I had an OBE and was driving young people home
I never met them in all my life
I took them to their homes in little groups
I should have done it at least 3 times until this morning and could hardly come back here
Then while taking my breakfast my daughter announced the Manchester attack last night
I understood where I have been during my sleep and why I had all these painful vibes in my hands
I felt sadness and nausea
This is something unbearable for all of us
May all these souls who left Rest In Peace
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