Thank you so much Janne. I did see this too late. But that is okay. I used my intuition and let go a MAJOR block that I am sure was creating multiple blocks throughout my meridian system and other ways. It was blockages preventing me from manifesting to my full potential and power. It was at the end of the ritual at the temple my guides showed me what to do. I plucked a hair from my head, held it over the bonfire and chanted that every pain, emotion, love, cord, and memory that connected me to a certain individual in any way (for those who have read my post about my abduction, this is about the person I dubbed "John") go into that single hair. I stated that I no longer need him and he no longer needs me. I also said I no longer want my pain (I had an epiphany that I was holding onto my pain not wanted to let it go. I was holding onto it like a security blanket). I fully released everything associated with him and him and cast my hair into the fire to release it all with pure love light and peace. I visualized the hair burning to sparkling dust and floating up to source, to return to the universe. I pulled a cord out of myself and cast it into the fire as well. Then I filled the hole the cord left in my center with white and green light. I filled it until no more light could fit.
This may not have been ideal for this particular moon, but I felt a very strong urge to do it. It coincides perfectly with where I am at in my self-healing journey right now.
During the ritual with everyone at the temple and the priestesses, I focused on my current transformation and manifesting a career, or abundance, by helping others with my spiritual gifts, getting to live my divine purpose daily and be able to take care of myself doing that. I will post pictures from that night in a separate thread. It was one of the most powerful rituals I've experienced so far. I definitely feel lighter and different, in a good way.
