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KarlaSM
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If you have been guided to meditate for healing purposes, or just to ask for guidance and connection to higher aspects of yourself, have you experienced an evolution in the way you receive the gifts of such practices?
I can tell you that in my own case, when I started meditating in 2012, my first encounters were subtle colorful experiences with my shadow mostly and a group consciousness that was made up of all the energies of karmic connections that surrounded me back then. My third eye was not so wide open, so it was mostly through my mind or my brain translating the experiences that I could perceive certain kinds of scenery.
For example, I would hear my shadow with a deep sizzling voice speaking to me and grabbing me tight by the hands or my arms and taking me to places like the ocean or forests to pick up small gifts like gems or lights or jewels inside boxes. Those gifts were tiny fragments of my soul from traumas. At that time everything was done subconsciously, meaning that my shadow and the collective would just take me to such places or tell me very short stories and guide me to endure certain feelings like waves of fear or sadness, without having to know exactly what I was processing.
Over time, such experiences turned into more specific pieces of information, like short stories about past lives and seeing more specific beings, like warlocks or people from Egypt, but everything looked more like 2D images because of the lack of healing in my third eye. Some of the energies of the collective that would guide me turned into energies of my twin flame who was the one who triggered these abilities.
Then, the stories became more complex and I could see glimpses of beings like dragons, ets, and others...who were mostly aspects of my own soul coming in to integrate into my vessel, while others were aspects of my own twin flame and other soulmates.
Since 2012 I also became aware of another man, and at first the connection was awkward, I thought that he was the bad guy or something lol, but over time my connection to this man became more heart-centered. In 2014 I met a woman in meditation who presented herself as a very close sister. At that time I had no idea who she is, until last year it was revealed that both this man and this woman are another couple who are so close to my soul and the soul of my twin flame, but our soul journey is a difficult one, full of wounds, and I could not meet this couple in physical. However, basically my own aspects and aspects of my three close connections have been my guides in this journey, and it has been challenging because they have pushed me to find within myself new levels of self-love, detachment, reconnection to them in spirit form, and understanding of our journey in other lifetimes.
Only recently, I am now able to see the beings in full form when I close my eyes, more vividly like they are present in physical. I can see sometimes beautiful et landscapes from other worlds and sometimes I can see myself in other forms, like having larger et bodies. Much of this is possible because the more we can heal the more we can see things directly from the Akashic records. Things look more real and less energetic.
Basically the nice part of what can be seen is the candy of the hard work. What is most important is that healing work is not easy when one commits to it fully. The part about integrating and healing the traumas can be so heavy, even more when one's soul asks to understand difficult experiences more in depth, to add pieces to puzzles that sometimes we wish we did not see or know about. This is in the end what shadow work is about, that part of the journey in which you communicate with those wounded aspects of your soul and understand fully their feelings and why they took certain decisions in the past.
Another difficult part is that when dealing with energies from karmic connections, one can come across very angry or sad aspects that want to be heard and understood. Sometimes we call these energies negative entities, or archons, or shadow people, or negative ets, etc. Even our own aspects can be seen this way, but we need to open up our heart fully, and fearlessly to the experiences.
Another interesting thing that I have been experiencing this year is that my heart is guiding me much more, not just my shadow, and he voice is very sweet and gentle, she comes in the forms of all of those past lives here on Earth and outside. You can always ask your heart to guide you, and he/she will help you because he/she is your most precious tool. We can also connect more directly to the level of Source and feel the most intense experiences that help to balance the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine energies within and feel the connection to All that Is.
Higher realms meet lower realms and the middle point is the heart, where polarity integration happens within our soul, and love is experienced and accepted in all its shapes and facets.
How has your own healing journey evolved over time? What kinds of experiences do you usually have? What kind of guidance do you receive?
I can tell you that in my own case, when I started meditating in 2012, my first encounters were subtle colorful experiences with my shadow mostly and a group consciousness that was made up of all the energies of karmic connections that surrounded me back then. My third eye was not so wide open, so it was mostly through my mind or my brain translating the experiences that I could perceive certain kinds of scenery.
For example, I would hear my shadow with a deep sizzling voice speaking to me and grabbing me tight by the hands or my arms and taking me to places like the ocean or forests to pick up small gifts like gems or lights or jewels inside boxes. Those gifts were tiny fragments of my soul from traumas. At that time everything was done subconsciously, meaning that my shadow and the collective would just take me to such places or tell me very short stories and guide me to endure certain feelings like waves of fear or sadness, without having to know exactly what I was processing.
Over time, such experiences turned into more specific pieces of information, like short stories about past lives and seeing more specific beings, like warlocks or people from Egypt, but everything looked more like 2D images because of the lack of healing in my third eye. Some of the energies of the collective that would guide me turned into energies of my twin flame who was the one who triggered these abilities.
Then, the stories became more complex and I could see glimpses of beings like dragons, ets, and others...who were mostly aspects of my own soul coming in to integrate into my vessel, while others were aspects of my own twin flame and other soulmates.
Since 2012 I also became aware of another man, and at first the connection was awkward, I thought that he was the bad guy or something lol, but over time my connection to this man became more heart-centered. In 2014 I met a woman in meditation who presented herself as a very close sister. At that time I had no idea who she is, until last year it was revealed that both this man and this woman are another couple who are so close to my soul and the soul of my twin flame, but our soul journey is a difficult one, full of wounds, and I could not meet this couple in physical. However, basically my own aspects and aspects of my three close connections have been my guides in this journey, and it has been challenging because they have pushed me to find within myself new levels of self-love, detachment, reconnection to them in spirit form, and understanding of our journey in other lifetimes.
Only recently, I am now able to see the beings in full form when I close my eyes, more vividly like they are present in physical. I can see sometimes beautiful et landscapes from other worlds and sometimes I can see myself in other forms, like having larger et bodies. Much of this is possible because the more we can heal the more we can see things directly from the Akashic records. Things look more real and less energetic.
Basically the nice part of what can be seen is the candy of the hard work. What is most important is that healing work is not easy when one commits to it fully. The part about integrating and healing the traumas can be so heavy, even more when one's soul asks to understand difficult experiences more in depth, to add pieces to puzzles that sometimes we wish we did not see or know about. This is in the end what shadow work is about, that part of the journey in which you communicate with those wounded aspects of your soul and understand fully their feelings and why they took certain decisions in the past.
Another difficult part is that when dealing with energies from karmic connections, one can come across very angry or sad aspects that want to be heard and understood. Sometimes we call these energies negative entities, or archons, or shadow people, or negative ets, etc. Even our own aspects can be seen this way, but we need to open up our heart fully, and fearlessly to the experiences.
Another interesting thing that I have been experiencing this year is that my heart is guiding me much more, not just my shadow, and he voice is very sweet and gentle, she comes in the forms of all of those past lives here on Earth and outside. You can always ask your heart to guide you, and he/she will help you because he/she is your most precious tool. We can also connect more directly to the level of Source and feel the most intense experiences that help to balance the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine energies within and feel the connection to All that Is.
Higher realms meet lower realms and the middle point is the heart, where polarity integration happens within our soul, and love is experienced and accepted in all its shapes and facets.
How has your own healing journey evolved over time? What kinds of experiences do you usually have? What kind of guidance do you receive?
The next one was a male who felt like he was stabbing me with a spear. Boy, was I surprised when he turned out to be another aspect I'd left behind, but he too felt good to integrate, lol. The stabbing at me seemed to be a way to get my attention. He'd done it out of impatience, and impatience along with a 'just get it done' type of attitude was a character aspect I identified with him.
One was a hummingbird... such joy! 
Hugs back at you, @KarlaSM