From Denise Le Fay's current blog:
https://highheartlife.com/2018/09/16/2018s-accelerated-separation-of-worlds/
Team Dark—negative aliens, demons, entities and negative humans—get us where we live, where we feel, wound and fear the most. They use what we love and what we fear to harm us, send us into depression, consider suicide, and try to prevent or stop us from living the Ascension Process which automatically elevates physical and nonphysical worlds and realities.... (Denise's bold type)
They will do anything and everything to derail the Ascension Process and those of us anchoring it, or at best, grab as much human generated emotional energy fuel as they can.
Team Dark intentionally creates negative, pain-filled events and directs them at certain individuals because it’s easy for them to manipulate dense low consciousness people, animals and insects to attack and harm physically, emotionally and mentally and wound, sidetrack and destabilize people. People, pets and things you love they’ll use; things and people you hate they’ll use; things and people you fear they’ll use against you and more. Solution? Evolve yourself beyond low-frequency ego-based “needy” love, fears and hatred....
The energies and personal experiences, the ongoing Initiatic tests both positive and negative, both momentarily uplifting and momentarily crushing have been off the freakin’ Ascension Process charts throughout 2018....
The Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process, the Separation of Worlds (bifurcation), and the small First Everything-ers Group now so close to finally reaching that evolutionary Unification level within themselves that will automatically trip the switch in the Sun and other places and cause an instantaneous mass evolutionary external ‘Event’ for all....
Stay focused on what you’re going through and why and don’t worry about any of the rest of it. Live it, be it, radiate it and continue helping to bring it".
I always keep in touch with High Heart Life because it helps me keep focused and remember the mission. In 2018 everything has been slowly winding down. Opportunities lost, or disappearing from the map, seemingly forever. Even volunteer opportunities evaporating before my eyes. One of my staples for the last 2.5 years, volunteer sewing, has dried up to almost nothing since they just don't have clothes needing repair. Volunteer knitting was over at the end of May. June, July, and August, there has only been enough funds to buy food and pay bills, then sit around waiting for another fortnight to pass. At least I had the car. One look up is I have found another volunteer role that I might be able to start in about a month, called Make a Wish Foundation and the charity helps make wishes of sick children come true).
One day after my family members' visit ended and they went back interstate, my daughter had a mental flip out through not controlling her anger and destroyed about $1,000 of my furniture. It happened on the same day someone went mad and shot their whole family. I wonder if it was the gap difference between her lower energies and the incoming higher energies that she couldn't meet with coherence. I rang the counsellor, and she was helpless to help. I am trying to help her but her resistance is fierce.
Her anger issue is most definitely on-going and has been an issue for years. But continuing the theme of completion and shut-down:
Last week, my EFTPOS card declined, because due to no fault of my own the bank stripped me of the card (which had been perfectly functional. So an "in house" or "system" cock up). I came out of that shop, with the dead card in my hand, and my car battery failed. I had Roadside Assistance paid up, so they jump started me and I drove it home. But I couldn't afford the new car battery. I figured out, what with other bills coming due, I could afford that by mid-October. So I am stuck at home 24/7. But I walked down to the post box at the front of the property to pick up the new bank card that my bank had sent me. My post box had been burgled, with one letter addressed to my daughter ripped open but still left in there. (I have a padlock, but they jemmied it). This was yesterday afternoon. I had to ring the bank and request that they cancel the new card they had sent out, in case it had been taken, and to re-boot and re-send me another new card.
OK. But then, looking at it on the Pollyanna side, I had managed to get enough groceries into the home the day before the car broke down. I was able to get a lift to the bank and withdraw cash, and I am saving that aside to go towards the battery. I had managed to take library books back that were due the day before. And I still have plenty of books to read, my TV is operational, the sun is shining and I have plants in my garden. My dog is a good friend, who helps me look after my daughter and her troubles.
So, if I take Denise's advice to live it, be it, radiate it, then all I have to do is get through each day, knowing that whatever fails via the system, I am still going to be looked after by Source, perfectly, as is. I haven't gone hungry. I can still create. I haven't caught any flu this year. Water in the taps is still running. Electricity is still arriving at the wall sockets.
Everyone's role in this process is different, and I have been watching things get stripped away from me since 2011. I know I have made this bed, so this is not a whinge. However, there is a feeling that everything that is winding down, dissolving, is right. It is completion. I wonder how far it will take me, and if it is how I react to it that determines whether I meet the mission of raising my personal vibration enough to help feed into the collective. Although there's no friend left in the physical and no family that I can talk to about this, I feel my job is to keep my spirit buoyant, my self-love intact, and my generosity still going, while remembering that the whole thing is an illusion and that we chose the stakes when we came to play.