Sending love and sympathy to you Anaeika. Sounds like you have lost someone... If so those who love us after their death always give us a special gift that will unfold over time.
One of the meanings of that last symbol is that we can radically and permanently change the feeling-quality of our lives, by being together with people who help us to appreciate whatever it is we find of real value. This action not only bonds us to our values, it can even mystically rewrite the past the better to support our future aims.