these lyrics seem to fit that, Ripple by Grateful DeadBeing battered on all sides. Just grief, huge amounts of grief. I weed, then come in , have a sob then back to weeding.
I like this from Sophia Love today....resonates for me:
"Yet, I stand here today knowing that the road taken then, all those years ago, dropped me off right here. And… I just noticed that there was no one else on my stop. It’s only me.
It’s a bit of a shock."
UNPACKING OUR BAGS FOR ASCENSION
https://www.sophialove.org/my-blog
There is a road, no simple highway,
Between the dawn and the dark of night,
And if you go no one may follow,
That path is for your steps alone.