Been thinking about the time question.
Remember the end of the TV Series, "Lost"? My interpretation was that last group of people continued on with the story until their beloved friend was ready to move on.
Thomas Campbell talked about his early work when they were looking at events and dates. When so many did not pan out, the question was asked - why? - and the answer was that they kept asking for dates.
I've physically walked around my front yard in another dimension. It was my dog who fussed at me to open the door - she sensed it.
Since 2010 I've received visions of event times. At first they were quite dire, but towards the end of 2012, they stopped. Then they were less dire but still a bit tough. Those stopped, too. Now, I've got actual experiences - the front yard, an energy exchange with a tree, and many others. I think the first two iterations of the event changed because of something else, and this last one, because of me. I placed less emphasis on the external and what others said. I'm still interested in other points of view, but I don't "need" it.
The question I've been asking the past 2 weeks is what can I do on a personal level. Watching the Remedy series gave me some great health ideas, and while not a simple thing, I am aware of the beginning of a physical transformation. The past couple of days, I've been watching the series about Qigong on the Shift Network. This practice is about unifying and strengthening your own energies, and by doing so, those of others and the world. Some time ago, I sort of did some of the exercises but without understanding the larger picture. Now, I'm beginning to get it. (I attached a short video from the Urban Monk if you are interested.)
Like Carl, I've feel I've been wandering for 40 years. (No consoling words needed because I'm not complaining or sad - just a statement of fact.) I think some of us have experienced "mission creep" (love that business term, along with "unfunded mandate" - lol). I've waited to find my dearest friends and family, and now I have.
So, I'm going to expand my experiment with Qigong and see what that brings. My view is far and wide - all things are possible. I want to step back into the new front yard again.