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Very interesting connection made there Melt. I am going to paste something that happened to me yesterday, which also ties in with the "chains" issue.
October 2nd, 2018
I have had a tough night. Anxiety which tried to play negative thoughts about failure in my mind. Woke on and off during the night, always one or two levels higher, but still feeling this uncomfortable energy.
Gave up sleep at 5.30 and decided to do a proper processing.
So I got closer and closer to the energy, it began to feel greater than anxiety and moved into full blown fear. I sat with it, inviting it ever closer and, looking to see where it originated, my attention was drawn to my solar plexus area. There I saw a big, black, fuck off bolt going through my solar plexus. I unscrewed the nut off back and slid it carefully out.
Within minutes I was weeping and a little voice was saying "I just want to go home" and so I let this energy rise up and return to Source.
After stabilising my energy fields, checking the hole was filled and having a cup of tea and a banana I started to look at this issue of the bolt. Who put it there and why?
Well, I think I did or my teacher did.
Many years ago when I started doing etheric healing, I really struggled to stay in my body. I learned as a child, to leave my body when things got too much, which of course is why I never dealt effectively with my life. Hence the bolt. It is an etheric technique I may have used to make sure clients stayed in the body to deal with issues. I use silver though, and this was very definitely black, not tarnished either. Perhaps it was my teacher. Maybe even my guides. Anyway it clearly needed to come out.
You know I have bemoaned the fact that I lost the ability to astral travel. Well, I couldn't! I was bolted into my body!
October 2nd, 2018
I have had a tough night. Anxiety which tried to play negative thoughts about failure in my mind. Woke on and off during the night, always one or two levels higher, but still feeling this uncomfortable energy.
Gave up sleep at 5.30 and decided to do a proper processing.
So I got closer and closer to the energy, it began to feel greater than anxiety and moved into full blown fear. I sat with it, inviting it ever closer and, looking to see where it originated, my attention was drawn to my solar plexus area. There I saw a big, black, fuck off bolt going through my solar plexus. I unscrewed the nut off back and slid it carefully out.
Within minutes I was weeping and a little voice was saying "I just want to go home" and so I let this energy rise up and return to Source.
After stabilising my energy fields, checking the hole was filled and having a cup of tea and a banana I started to look at this issue of the bolt. Who put it there and why?
Well, I think I did or my teacher did.
Many years ago when I started doing etheric healing, I really struggled to stay in my body. I learned as a child, to leave my body when things got too much, which of course is why I never dealt effectively with my life. Hence the bolt. It is an etheric technique I may have used to make sure clients stayed in the body to deal with issues. I use silver though, and this was very definitely black, not tarnished either. Perhaps it was my teacher. Maybe even my guides. Anyway it clearly needed to come out.
You know I have bemoaned the fact that I lost the ability to astral travel. Well, I couldn't! I was bolted into my body!
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